Disfigured.Imperfect.
Intervene in destiny
And change it before it’s too late,
Before you lose everything-
Love and money and success.
Look in the mirror-
Where the voodoo begins.
The cutter has come
To make blood flow,
To correct the damage nature has done.
Does he love or does he hate?
Do his hands heal or attack?
Beauty’s dispute takes the soul for prey.
Bodies are just bits and pieces-
Who owns them,in the end?
A doctored smile in a magazine
Is suddenly discarded, crumpled, in the bin.
All the bumps and scars and anomalies
Of my weird geography
Terrorize my waking dreams.
Between ugliness and splendour
Is a mere fraction.
This body is nothing
But the image of what it might become.
I am an impersonator,
Never off the stage.
More real is the photograph,
The beloved monster
I serve and emulate.
The inescapable spectre.
All those mug shots on the police station wall.
All those movie star pin-ups.
What will emerge
From this face-cocoon?
Another mask.
New life,bruised and swollen.
The scalpel’s kiss
Tells me I am loved.
Laid out again on the operating table,
I wait for the cold hands to manipulate me
And annihilate the unwanted;
The morphine of anguish
Puts me under once more;
Sailing like a pharaoh on his solar barque
Through the underworld,
To meet my birth-star,
I struggle up again,reborn, victorious;
I turn to face the mirror,
And try to interpret
The stranger
Risen like a volcanic island
From chaotic seas.
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