Signs and Veils

At first
I thought the face was behind the veil
But no
The veil was the face
What is the sign
The sign to lead me home?
Whose is the face
Beyond the mirror’s surface?
Only know am I learning
That to know
Is not to know
Only now am I learning
To laugh
Do the beautiful
And it will be right
Do the beautiful
With body
Tongue
And heart
Between Mercy
and Wrath
I breathe my life
All is now as it was
All is now
We are Shahadah
You must see everything
In the east and the west
My soul feels through
Its stations and states
And finds the names
The names
I see myself in the mirror
And the reflection
Recognizes me
We are Nothing
Fool I am
Forever asking
Who and what and where and when and why
All I know
Is that my last breath is still in me
Lord
Take my life
And give me a face
The face
To be Adam
The first man
Pronouncing all the names
For the first time
Out of memory
I am prophecy
You can only know love
By its taste
Do I hear the signs?
Do I hear them and see them?
Do I join the music
And dance?
So begins the spiral return
Hierogamy
Of sperm and ovum
Veil on veil
Light on light
The cosmos
Calls me in
To confuse me
And if I seek to lift the veil
That too is the veil
And I myself
Am the veil
The veil of veils
And the face