Friday, January 14, 2011

Uganda

Time,that horned and masked chameleon,

With bulging swivelling round eyes,

Stalks slowly forward till its sticky tongue

Strikes like a lightningbolt...


The dead man’s spirit lives on in his jawbone.

He moves through the long grass

Like a leopard.

His smile is wrapped in a red barkcloth shroud.


One twin is human, the other a python.

Their voices are waterfalls.

West through the forest,crossing two streams,

I go,emerging at the swamp

Of sitatunga and shoebill,

Then climb the hill to the shrine.


In the rainforest the chimpanzees are at war:

One tribe methodically exterminating the other,

Isolating and murdering the enemy

One by one.

The Man in the Panama Hat

My mind:

Basilisk lizard running

Across water

With paddle feet.


All things are always and everywhere

Getting worse

In the most exquisite ways.


Like that wily Mayan

Who,questioned by Columbus

As to the whereabouts of the golden cities,

Pointed eastwards away from his homeland,

I will always send the world the other way.


A chieftain climbing the mountains

To search for golden frogs,

I pull down the clouds with my fingers,

Name every new thing I see.


My Scottish empire

Disappears in the jungle,

Overgrown,

Bitten to death.

An orchid’s flame

Will not save you

Though you try to cup it in your hands.

The Rivals

Florence, 1504-1508


A wily operator,Piero Soderini,

Who matched two heavyweight champions,

In the Great Council Hall’s ring,

Michelangelo the broken-nosed slugger,

The crowd’s new favourite,

And Leonardo,prancing jabbing fop,

Hated and adored in equal parts.


Through long still nights,Leonardo,

Muttered over his notebooks,encoding

The world with a bastard’s will,

While Michelangelo ,holding his chisel

Like an assassin’s dagger,circled

His sculpture,choosing his next attack.

Brutal in their mutual vendetta,

They raged ,schemed,insulted each other,

Desperate to win the crown

And cast the enemy like a rebel angel

Down into the Bottomless Pit.


First Leonardo,then his younger rival

The Gonfalier commissioned, their contest

Meant to serve the glory of Florence.

At opposite ends of the Great Hall

Each would paint a giant mural:

Leonardo The Battle of Anghiari,

Michelangelo The Battle of Cascina.

This would be the grandest room on earth,

The heroic city’s greatest boast,

The school of supreme art.


In capes and gowns of pink and purple

Flouting the day’s dark fashions,

Cardinal of his own heretical Church,

Leonardo walks the same streets

Where Buonarroti,surly and dishevelled,

Black hair over a clenched frown,

Bowls along in scruffy slept-in clothes,

Like a murderer fleeing his crime.


Monstrous ruck of men and horses,

Knotting,clashing,twisting,stabbing:

The pen’s spearpoint jabs and parries,

Swings across the paper,raising

A dustcloud of blood,dirt,dreams.

Slowly,so slowly the work progresses,

In Leonardo’s studio at Santa Maria Novella,

As other fascinations constantly

Pull him away for hours, days,weeks.


Bent over a vast battlefield of paper

In the Hospital of the Dyers,Michelangelo-

Greek fire fuelling his bathhouse fever-

Etches young men’s sinews and nerves,

Superb flesh about to be ravaged

In its final humiliation.Audacity has him

By the balls:risk the soul on his hand’s

Work is all he can do to live,breathe,

Self-martyred ,broken into ecstasy.


In the Great Hall young Raphael

Walks from one end to the other,

Sketching the opposing cartoons,

His soul divided by their splendours,

Resolved to reconcile such extremes

With grace;inwardly he transmutes

This titanic game of thrusts and feints,

And steals their powers for himself.

Monday, January 03, 2011

Feedback

Polysemous eyes

of the loved one-

we live in all the senses

a volatile cosmos

changing from moment

to moment


Oblivion sirens

the cracked people

waiting for a saviour

in a country never seen

on any map


Moss takes hold

on the temple ruins

the clock on the mantelpiece

stutters to standstill


The sun comes up again

saluted with a shrug

Hitler's Books

Pencil in hand, he scans the page

For something he can use,

Underlining a passage here, a phrase there,

Inserting exclamations or question marks,

Plundering ideas to fit his mission.


Each day at breakfast, the Fuhrer reprises

Last night’s reading at tedious length

To all at his table, recalling complete passages

From various books, discussing the topics

To fix them in his own mind.


1925.He opens his sketchbook

And draws a detailed stage set for the first act

Of Julius Caesar, with ominous facades

For the Forum where the hero will die.

We will meet again at Philippi,

He warns opponents with a glower.

Remembering Some Lines From A Favourite Poet

A phrase here, a line there

Toll their privilege through me;

Properties of the moment

Reverberate with love.

The secret signs return

In various guises,

The old enchantment

Still telling the rosary

Of my blood.

To please and bewilder

Is the poem’s heft;

A foreign self becomes

As one’s own heartbeat.

Everything is there and gone,

Flitting in and out of sight,

Too rich and exquisite

To exist for more than a second.

From these fires you flee

And to them you return,

Endebted to their cold burning.

137

A colleague who met me strolling rather aimlessly in the beautiful streets of Copenhagen said to me in a friendly manner, “You look very unhappy,” whereupon I answered angrily, “How can one look happy when he is thinking about the anomalous Zeeman effect?”


Wolfgang Pauli


Mephistopheles the mathematician

Smiles a sardonic smile.

The veiled woman on the staircase

Sings with perfect guile.

And everywhere the numbers

Turn somersaults all the while.


There are thirty-two paths of wisdom,

Of which I have stumbled on

Perhaps one or two, no more.


The more precisely one knows the energy

Of a spectral line ignited when an electron jumps

From a higher to a lower orbit within an atom,

The less precisely can you measure

The time the action takes.


The dreams and mandalas of physics,

The Buddhist sutras of everyday life,

Drive me deeper and deeper

Into mathematics.


Invented or discovered, the world

Holds me to uncanny bargains.

No matter how old I grow

I shall always be afraid.


From three to four is the difficult transition.

Symmetries and harmonies beyond comprehension

Madden my straining intellect.

Every theory contains its own heresy.


The weak links teach more than the strong.

From circles to ellipses my mind runs.

The trembling thrust of planetary motions

I sense in each line I write.

Can it be that God is left-handed?


Dogs and foxes bite me in my sleep.

A Chinese woman hands me a bowl of noodles

With a weird little smile.

Six Perfect Sentences

That was the year when Hemingway wrote six perfect sentences.

The year when Ulysses was published.

The year the California grizzly bear became extinct

And the last Barbary lion was killed in Morocco.

The Soviet Union was founded;

The Ottoman Empire was abolished.

The first men in three thousand years

Entered the tomb of Tutankhamun.

Mussolini and his Blackshirts marched on Rome,

While, in Paris, Gurdjieff opened his Institute

For the Harmonious Development of Man.

Michael Collins fell in an ambush in West Cork.

Walter Rathenau was assassinated in Berlin.

The Turks massacred the Greeks in Smyrna.

A twenty-ton meteorite landed in Virginia.

Mohandas Gandhi was sentenced to prison

For “sedition against the British Crown.”

And Hemingway managed six perfect lines.

Chess Moves

Accumulation of advantages is my game,

The delight of asymmetry,of annihilation,

With bayonet attacks,blockades and breakthroughs,

Zugzwang and zwischenzug,

The unseen mate and the vanished centre.

What will it be? The Berlin defence

Or the Calabrian counter-gambit?

The Dragon variation or the Lasker trap?

Perhaps I shall introduce the Java theme,

Practise decoys and distant opposition,

Or proffer Greek gifts and poisoned pawns.

Do not be surprised to face the Fegatello attack

Orthe cunning use of outposts and holes;

See-saws,star checks,staircase movements,

All can be brought to bear.

One revels in trebuchets,mirror mates,excelsiors,

The timely use of bad bishops and bare kings,

Passar battaglia and the pendulum draw.


At the siege of Sebastopol,Prince Sergei Urusov,

One of Europe’s finest players,proposed

To settle possession of a long-contested trench

By a game of chess against a worthy opponent,

The best player in the English army.

His general,alas,dismissed the idea

And ordered the next costly attack.


Alexandre Deschapelles joined Napoleon’s army,

Was left for dead at the siege of Mainz,

Fought again at Fleurus,was captured at Baylen,

Made a clever escape from Cadiz,

Lost his right hand and earned a sabre scar

From brow to chin.One of the first men

To be awarded the Cross of Honour.

He tore it off in disgust when Napoleon

Had himself crowned Emperor.

After Waterloo he earned a living

Playing chess at the Cafe de la Regence,

Boasting he had learned all the secrets of the game

In just three days.Delicate and irritable,

A slow meticulous player,he took on Bourdonnais

As pupil,his opposite,hale and cheerful

And a swift decisive master at the board.

Once he had lost to his talented disciple,

Deschapelles gave up chess altogether

And made his fortune at whist instead.

He retired to a pleasant villa

And,when not tending the orchards,

Frequently fought one-armed duels,

His prickly self-regard all too easily provoked.

His last years he spent writing bizarre constitutions

For various South American republics.

Saint Amant said of him:”The only way

To remain on good terms with him

Without meanness or flattery

Is to see him seldom,never to be in his debt,

And to maintain a dignified reserve.”


Now for some sly triangulation,

The accelerated dragon and the use of desperados,

Sitzfleisch or Santasiere’s Folly.

Let us commence with the Orang Utan opening...

Very soon I shall hold you in perpetual check.

The Silk Road

Beyond the Great Wall is nothing.Death.

The barbarous wilderness with its monsters.

The banished who die there,what hell shall befall them!

Demons shall tear them from their graves.

And any Buddhst who perishes on that side

Shall be damned eternally,reborn in the lowliest forms.


Wind-besieged bastion of Jiayuguan,

Last tower looking out on death.

Exiles,passing through the tunnel,

Leave life and hope behind them,

Never to hear their mother tongue again,

Scratching despairing poems and messages

Into the bricks as they go.


Westward to Dunhuang spins the thread.

Once-great cities,teeming,dreaming,building,

Now are vanished into the sand,

Crawled over by lizards and scorpions.

Fabulous mirages visit the wide horizons,

Lakes and rivers misted in their own reflections,

Ghosts of trees and houses hover beyond.


In the Mogao caves of the Mingsha Hills,

Images extrude from the walls,

Vivid in the gloom,-Hindu gymnosophists

Pa,vermilion faces oxidized to black,

White eyes glaring with preternatural fervour.

Frescoed Buddhas and bodhisattvas

Multiply,sanctified by endless reproduction,

Hallucinations of Maya,

Styled into truth by human hands.

Thus one makes one’s way across

The swaying ropebridge of time.


Through shades of barren blue landscape

Northward to Turfan, warehouse of winds,

Where a sand-buried egg will boil in a minute.

Strangely,in this rainless nowhere,

Cold water channels emerge from the ground

And in autumn courtyard trellises sag

With dusky grapes,apricots and lemons.


Uighur oases:all shrewdness and swagger,

The horse-people canter,neigh and capriole,

Lemon-bright eyes and ebullient gestures,

Horses dancing over the sands.

Voluptuous music ripples in veils

And the women dressed in colour-fanfares

Are a torchlight procession in the dark.

Beyond,dead cities shiver in the wind,

Battlements and palaces all rubbed away,

Spires looming stupendous and forlorn.

Compacted earth rasps underfoot,

And perhaps an apparition will silently rise

And show you a lifetime in an instant.


Eight hundred miles to Kashgar:

On one side hazy snowcrests shine like madness,

On the other stretch the Taklamakan sands,

Flood-smoothed stone and gravel glaze,

And here and there a mountain-suckled

Orchard or arable field.

Demons lead travellers astray with noises,

Sandstorms open onto unearthly hush,

Voices and ghosts lull the heart past caring.

There,no,over there,somewhere,near and far,

Comes the hum of a non-existent caravan

And musical instruments ensorcelling

With melodies that are and are not.


Outside Kashgar,in dust by the roadside,

Huddle the graves of Chinese labourers,

Facing east,back towards their motherland.

In the city,the Fragrant Concubine has her tomb,

An Uighur princess given in tribute

To the Chinese emperor,sold into despair.

He,entranced by this beautiful savage,

Ran long-nailed fingers over her skin,

But she drew back,rejecting his desire,

And,fleeing his angry eyes,strangled herself.

Polish Communion

This country cannot be found on any map,

Only in the breaking of bread

And the chill grace of vodka;

The borders are shifting, as ever,

And nothing can be held in the hand.

Again it is Maundy Thursday

And the villagers hang effigies of Judas,

Flog them, burn them, throw them in the river.

Woman, sunrise celebrates Mass in your eyes,

Bird calls break the forest silence,

A pillar of fire rises among the trees,

Wild boar guard the musky gloom.

Skulls under skullcaps recite the Psalms.


Drunkenness is my vocation,

Religiously reciting the names

Of different vodkas :

Żubrówka,Tatrazańska, Jarzębiak.

Pierced by the Tartar arrows of the summer sun,

I tumble naked into steaming lakes,

The earth sweats like an Arabian thoroughbred,

This is no land for the rational,the sane,

It belongs to the laughing rascals

Leaning out of windows on Easter Monday

To throw water bombs at passing girls.


Insurrection clamours

In the shipyards of the spirit;

Shanties carry on the wind,

And whale songs echo through sailors’ bones,

While the potbellied knights of King Arthur

Feast in the hall of marble columns,

Fed from the Holy Grail.


In Praski Park,on the Vistula’s edge,

I sit on a smooth glacial boulder,

Looking across at the ghost city’s outline,

Luminous Warsaw,resurrected stone by stone.

I cross the bridge to the Old Town,

The Castle’s pink Renaissance facade in the square,

Where the last king was hustled out by Russian soldiers,

Forbidden to address the silent crowd,

Before him only exile,nostalgia,despair.

The gilded apartments,willed out of nothingness

By desperate magic,glitter with mourning,

The dust of broken centuries swarming in the light.


Chestnut-splendid and besquirrelled,

All paths through Łazienkowski Park lead

To the Palace on the Water,that great swan

Fed on faith and joy,its mutable aspects

Appearing through the willows as you approach.

Inside,the rooms,elaborately dazzling,

Bespeak pavanes on polished marble

And fluttering repartee at butterfly balls,

Lightness and fancy set free for a moment.


In my mundane mediocrity,I envy

The old nobles of Poland, decadent, idle,

Revelling in their imagined Sarmatian descent,

As much as the ideals of Greece and Rome,

Horsemen warriors decked in gold, with Amazon women,

Feasting and living with opulent extravagance,

Wearing fur caps with pearls and crimson damask robes,

Silk and precious stones, with sashes of gold,

The men shaving their heads in imagined imitation

Of the ancient Sarmatian nomads.

Neglecting politics for display,

Karol Radziwiłł would, in a drunken stupor,

Shoot any dinner guest he deemed disagreeable;

For sport, he would also have his servants

Fire huge bison into the air

From massive launchers hidden in the forests

Of his estate, so he could shoots them in mid-air,

A crack shot who seldom missed.


They were the finest men ever,

Jan Sobieski, born in a thunderstorm,

Caparisoned in furs and silks,

Silver half-moon heels on his Turkish boots,

Jewelled scimitar at his side,

And his winged hussars, steel armour

Polished like silver and edged with brass,

Shining like gold,

Their shoulders adorned with mascarons

Depicting the Nemean lion,

Their breastplates graven with the Holy Virgin,

The officers in Sarmatian scale armour,

Leoparskins thrown over their backs,

Tall eagle feathers attached to their backs,

Their Circassian saddles of broidered velvet

Set with precious stones,

Striking terror into every enemy

When they appeared on the horizon,

Pennants fluttering and weapons gleaming....


In the cathedral of Sandomierz

Along the nave the massive paintings

Detail the innumerable martyrdoms

Of faithful Catholics at the hands

Of Muslims and Jews,-here, a Christian child

Is ritually murdered by Jews,

Rolling him in a barrel of nails,

Then letting the blood drain from his body

Then throwing the corpse to the dogs.

Endless beheadings and tortures

Prove the nation righteous,

And a Pole still seated on his horse

Is blown through the air

Across the Vistula, as the castle explodes,

To land uninjured on the other side.


Must the courageous be cruel in their defiance?

Time and again the people have risen

To fight for freedom,whatever the cost,

Knowing that victory is always temporary,

A preparation for the next defeat,

Surviving to work some profound influence

Upon the nations of Europe.


Puszcza Kampinoska:countless trails lead off

Into the deep wilderness...stray too far

And you are lost,lost,lost...who would hear

Your small voice calling? The darkness

Belongs to wolves and boars.In a silent clearing

A monument marks the spot where people

Stood before open ditches to be shot.


The lonely trumpeter of Kraków sounds the hours

From the highest tower of Mariacki Church,

Addressing the four quarters in turn,

Each slow sobbing call cut short in mid-phrase,

Surprised by the Tatar’s fatal arrow.

On Wawel Hill,in the Gothic cathedral,

Straight ahead in the transept ,reflecting

Sun-shafts from golden roof and columns,

Rides the body of St Stanislaw in silver coffin.

Poems fill the air like the palatial Turkish tents

Captured at Vienna,displayed in the castle,

With empty suits of oriental armour standing guard.


Ornamental Italian castles on the northern European plains;

Tiny roads to ancient villages or overgrown ramparts...

Memories roll forward and back,crossing the Obidowa pass

At sunset,ridge on ridge receding through green

And grey to distant blue,the Tatra peaks ever closer...

Nothing but the fire of rowanberry vodka

On this unrepeatable day,in the imagined world

Of destruction and creation,where the soul

Must suffer and grow wise.


Inside the brute red mass of Malbork Castle,

Labyrinthine corridors disappearing into inner darkness,

I gaze into lumps of amber,into the bodies

Of insects and plants suspended in amniotic hell.

Is it there still,inside me,Copernicus’s view

Of the Baltic from Frombork,out at the edge,

Where what appears disappears and appears again?

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Waltzing the Danube

Staring out of a train window

As it hurtles through the countryside,

One knows that life eludes all taxonomies

Can never be reduced to diagrams.

You raise your face to the breeze,

Life’s essence passes through you

And seeps into the bones.


Where is the river’s source?

Is it on Mt Abnoba?In Hesperia?

In the land of the Hyperboreans?

This is the zone of hybrids and metamorphoses.

In a small dip in the hillside the Breg

Bubbles up from underground;the meadow

Is steeped in water,sodden and flooded

By countless rivulets...

Once the primeval Danube flowed

Into the Gulf of Thetis,into the Sarmatic Sea,

Its mouth where Vienna now stands.


In the Clock Museum at Furtwanger,

Timepieces by the thousand tick off the hours

In a dream of perpetual motion,pendulums

And cogwheels dividing eternity

Into mathematical units,while life

Flies up and down and in and out

And all around...The relief of science,

Distracting us from our inner torment,

Turning our gaze to the world outside!

Perhaps ths way we will keep our heads,

Discover a world secure and structured,

A home for the self-tormented spirit.


Stations I pass through,words I write...

The struggle to fill in the blank spaces,

Annul the nullity, escape from insignificance...

Why did it all turn out as it did-myself

And the world-from the beginning till now?

Keep moving bravely forward,do not rest.

The mystery of the Hapsburg Empire

Draws me in,through paradox and oxymoron,

The irreconcilable contradiction,the puzzle

Never to be solved,too many pieces missing,

The synthesis that cannot be achieved.

This is my future,forever postponed,

My mind,like a Klein bottle.


Must one believe in God to have faith in the world?

Very early I began to doubt priests’ words

And see in their rites mere theatre.

One must love the created world,all the same,

Be it underwritten by the heavens

Or by ourselves alone.


The Danube is, with no need of affirmation,

Promising nothing,flowing on, oblivious;

I will bridge and ford it however I can,

Accept my destiny as the seasons determine.

A parasite on the hide of Europe,

A parasite feeding on the ideas and emotions

Of the living and the dead,I mime a life

Inside a carapace of rhetoric.


Am I Roman or barbarian? I am drawn

To the empire’s crumbled stone frontier,

Dividing and defining all the way to the Black Sea.

In Ulm, the sparrow’s nest,the shrine

Of Ahasuerus’s shoe,German law and custom

Bless the sad clerks at their desks,

Their hidden passions distorted by convention,

Rendered pitiful and grotesque.

Close,so close to perdition,I dig into the black roots

Of a language I cannot speak,a culture

Far from my birth,and maunder on,

Sure,at least,of desire’s ordeal,

That binds me to the indescribable beloved,

That face,those hips, those shoulders...


Triple-rivered Passau,floating and flowing

Away on the current,gold and carnation marble

Palaces and churches ,streets winding beneath

Arches,domes and colonnades-a cosmos

Of curves,spheres,circles and ellipses-

The nearest is the furthest away,

The simplest is the most mysterious,

As we seek a home on earth, a hearth

To tend with care and hope,

Discovering grace before nothingness.


Smell of snow in Linz,the hills and river

Heraldic in the still-the imperial AEIOU

Spells infinitely receding possibility

To the heart.To break out

Of this landlocked desolation and reach

The sea!-There we might be happy

As humans, as animals,as gods.

Ochre and orange buildings fade

Into the evening’s watercolour,


In Artstetten Castle crypt,they lie,

Archduke Franz Ferdinand and his Sophie,

Their idiocies annulled by martyrdom.

The old Europe died in their arms,

As they died in each other’s,

Pulling the whole world down with them

Into the bottomless wishing well,

Keeping forever their lovers’ secrets

Deadlier than bullets or bombs.

The first blood flowed out onto his blue tunic,

From the sleeve and chest,as his hat

With huge green feathers fell unharmed.


In Vienna’s Cemetery of the Nameless,

Treading over the Danube’s sacrificial victims,

I watch big crows rise on the wing,

Inhale the simple joy of morning.

How hard it is to tell the real from the unreal,

Fact from feeling,life from death.

In the Museum of Medicine,among

Anatomical models sectioned to reveal

The madness of muscles,organs,arteries

And nerves,I stop before a beautiful

Colourless male head,the lips drawn

Into the smile of a kouros,the skull

Exposing,in median sagittal section,

The cerebellum’s tree of life.

A woman with abdominal walls removed

To lay the genital organs open

Lies serenely prone,in a blonde wig,

A necklace round her waxen throat.


Plump white hands of Hungarian princes,

Earthen hands of Slovakian peasants;

Renaissance palaces winged like griffins,

Hovels made from straw and dung;

Only the trees and stones know

The lives that have gone into this soil.

Wave on wave of invasions, superimposed

Upon one another, have steeped

The earth with Eurasian dreams.

Solitude is their birthright,these souls

Abandoned to the horsemen’s plains,

Forever,even in victory,defeated.

In an open-air cafe in Budapest,I spoon

Icecream into my lying mouth,and watch

The Danube run beneath titanic bridges,

To some unseen horizon,which the spirit,

Fed on books and pictures,can reach for

But never,to its anguish,attain.

Powerless in a marginal province,

One hears the muffled cries of lives

Unknown, destinies arbitrated elsewhere.


Sunflowers and maize cover Mohács field,

Wooden statues planted in the ground

To mark the battle,men and horses.

Faces contorted with ferocious agony,

Crosses and crescents opposed;

The day when the olive tree at Pécs

Turned barren,and King Louis II,

Egged on by his nobles,shrugged

And gave the accursed order for battle.


Like Gaius Scribonius,unwilling

To advance his army into the dark forests

On the other shore,clinging to the pure

And noble Latin tongue as his shield,

I plot strategic victories of speech.

In Bulgaria,-no man’s land of heretics,

Among late nations half-mapped

By Western arrogance,where the dark

Vowels of Old Church Slavonic swung

Their bronze bells in high towers,-

I spy on a church wall an anathema

Against the Bogomils,the peasants’ friends,

Who denounced the satanic princes

Of the earth, its irredeemable evil

Perpetuated through human lust.

Forward the Thracian horseman

Charges,serene in the face of death,

Cloak-wings flying out in the wind.


At the gibbeted crossroads,in the path

Of evil,Romania lures me in where many

Gods have been created then sacrificed.

Only the most fallen, the most corrupt

Can long so for redemption,-

The swarming world,condemned

By sensual delusion,staggers

Under its own desire’s burden.

The delta ravels its secrets before me:

Stream on stream,ramified rivulets

Feeding the great dissolution,

The terminus of death and rebirth.

Nature’s bass note booms through me,

Amid the vast jungle of land and water

Merged,the cavernous shadows

Of overhanging trees, the deep bays

Where time moors,like the Argo returning.

Loosen,release,abandon to the flow!-

Gulls and herons crowd the evening air,

Shouting madly to the sea’s horizon.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Mesopotamia

Between two rivers, between drought and flood,

Alluvial civilisation accretes.

Mudtowns obliterated by disaster:

The wind piles sand against their ruins,

Filling in their streets,while the rain

Smooths forlorn heaps into mammary mounds.


Ur lies in ruins,its people dispersed,

Wife abandoned,daughter abandoned,

Walls broken,houses burnt down,

The dead like potsherds scattered

And turning to sand.


In Uruk,home of Anu and Inanna,

Temple cone-mosaic facades

Gleam red,white and black in the glare.

Hunched Sumerian scribes etch pictograms

Into clay tablets,agglutinative thought

Made flesh.They are heaven’s liege-men

On this flat disc surrounded by mountains,

Floating ensphered on a sweetwater ocean,

The terrifying Netherworld groaning below.

Here,where a sudden blinding cloudburst

Turns dusty plain to malebolge,

And a sandstorm candevastate the brightest day,

What should men do but placate the gods

And labour to win their goodwill?

To the gods the ziggurats extend

An invitation to descend;men they command

To shed their shells and ascend.


The temple doors are opened:

The gods gilded statue shines forth

In the shrine’s semi-darkness,

Washed,anointed,perfumed,dressed and fed,

Incense and flowers at his feet.

The air vibrates with music and incantation,

Bread,cakes,butter,fruit and honey on the altar,

The smoke of roasting flesh commingled

With cedarwood and cypress fumes.

Whisper the prayer through a reed tube

In Sumerian into the bull’s right ear,

In Akkadian into the left.


The king lives in harmony.His palace is harmonious,

The sun-gloried courtyard paved with gypsum slabs,

And,inside,the long proud flight of steps

To the throne-room, to the dais

Where His Majesty sits,

His justice as simple as a handful of flour and dates.

In the narrow dusty rubbish-clogged streets,

Pedlars and shoppers walk in the walls’ shade

And a crowd gathers at the crossroads

To hear a storyteller recite “Gilgamesh”.


Ashurnasirpal, King of Assyria,

No pity,no piety in his beaked image,

The straight-staring eyes of total power,

Proclaims: “I built a pillar and covered it

With the skins of rebellious chiefs I had flayed.

Some I walled up inside the pillar,

Some I impaled upon the pillar.

Others I had bound to stakes around it.”

Returning in triumph from campaigns of conquest,

He brings with him strange beasts in cages

And unknown seeds to plant in his gardens.


At Nineveh the omens are reported;

Mathematicians and astronomers plot the heavens

And some already wake from horrible dreams,

Having witnessed the seat of the gods in flames.


In Babylon the New Year’s Festival commences.

A priest unlocks the Temple gate,

Opening the courtyard for prayer.

Purify the precinct with Tigris water,

Smear the walls with cedar resin.

The ceremonial slaughterer with dripping hands

Casts the decapitated sheep into the river

And the old year’s sins are carried away.

The penitent king surrenders his insignia,

The priest strikes his cheek and he bows to the god,

“I did not sin, I protected Babylon.

Neither did I neglect the rites

Or punish without reason.”

Then he rises,purged and blessed,

And once more puts authority on,

Heaven’s chosen Lord of Men.

Catch Me Before I Kill Again

The panic in my veins is the chaos on the streets.

Repetition.My black muse.My love.

Do you fear the wolf? I do. His terrifying grace.

The news is full of menace and alarm,

The same old decadence about to receive

Its comeuppance,as the evil omens accumulate.

God help me, I live among cannibals and beasts

Who cannot control themselves,cannot stop

Doing the same things over and over,committing

The same accursed mistakes,to no purpose,

In love with their own nameless demons.

Protestant sermons and Catholic rituals

Bedevil my solitude.How we need our monsters!

Dear God, control me,control us,keep order

On earth; all this free will is killing me.

Mourning

My death has already taken place,

Somewhere out there, in the future,

While , here,I haunt myself and mourn myself.


I am human technology,

The melancholy android,unsure of its place

Among all the exquisite objects in the universe.


Graphs, flow charts and probabilities

Replace imagination among the elect,

Desperate to manage every detail, every illusion.


Our science is, in truth, science fiction.

Save me,cries the soul,that mad machine,

Superbly engineered by demons and angels


All knowledge is glorified uncertainty

I find;no two testimonies completely agree;

Belief itself is all I can believe in.

Angler

Out from the house, the slim quick supple wand

Tremulous with anticipation in your hand,

You hurry down by dandelions to the lake,

Summer’s idle prince coming into his kingdom.

A woodpecker beats time in a treetop,

Frankincense languor seeps through the pores,

Moody water overhung with alders and willows,

Where the tall float’s quizzical antenna drifts

And bobs, pricking at a sotto voce omen.

Thrilling through refractions, the rudd

Come plunging and fighting to the net,

Gilt flanks minted in the evening gleam.

Time and again, the spry float dashes

Across black meniscus in hesitant trickles.

Discreetly abundant,a Gioconda moon

Perches, approving,in an old ash tree.

Wending home, holy Lord of Animals,

You breathe the dew-spongeing lane and smile.

African Dream

War-drums are beating...

Red sun rises in the bush of ghosts...

War-drums are beating...

A knife cuts the black goat’s neck.


Blood flows on the breathless dust.

The chant moves slowly through the trees.

It stirs the bones, our ancestors,

Joins them together till they rise

And dance for the moon’s delight.


The wells are poisoned, there is nowhere to go.

Bullet holes in village walls

Gape like starving children’s mouths.

Emaciated earth has no breath to gasp.


Bibles and Korans fall from the sky.

Round and round a madman dances,

Crying like a strangled chicken.


Here come the bankers in black suits,

Undertakers to bury the living,

Cannibals with shiny shoes and small lifeless eyes.


The weapons have been chosen:

Pencils and rulers, drawing lines on a map;

Bullets tipped with promises and lies.


Through the Great Rift Valley they walked,

The first human beings,under the blue cones

Of a thousand volcanic peaks,

Their minds drifting like the herds of elands and zebra,

Their hands as busy as the monkeys’ and baboons’.

No-one had told them this was Eden.

They cooked their words over night fires.

Wild Swimming

Pagan me, wild water’s lover-worshipper,

Taking the cold deep inside me

To feel like an animal-god.

Celebrate in the shivering skin,

Plunging into another nervous dimension,

Where you scoop out revelations

With hands turning into flippers.

There is always this moment’s dithering

On the edge,goosebumped flesh

And brain,asking “Am I crazy?”-then the rush,

The fall, the surrender-a memory of birth.

Life stares through me,dark as a seal’s eye.

Black Pearls

Not order, not measure, but the wild and subtle arguments

Of wistful minds, impossible explorers,

Whose geometry is unorthodox, whose theses

Are exotic, esoteric, prone to the vast diverse panorama....


The soul’s academy drives them to plutonic dialogues,

Theologians of their own imagined deaths,

Wagering all they are on salvation, in an age

Of exile and destruction, divided against itself.

Skimming Stones

A flat round stone will serve you best.

With a sidearm toss and a flick of the wrist

The trick is to hit the surface

At twenty degrees precisely.

The force from the water

Is proportional to the squared speed of the stone.


A game of ducks and drakes

Is what draws me to the shore,

A practised squanderer wondering

How many bounces I will manage this time.

There is always this stillness

When I am throwing my stones.


A mathematical formula

To describe my life has not yet been found,

Although it may exist.From what I read,

Numbers are capable of limitless feats.

Meanwhile,it’s back to the seashore for me,

And practise,practise,practise.